What is awakening?

Easiest way to describe it is a sudden recovery from an illness you didn’t even know you had. Or like waking up from a sleep so long you’d forgotten who you really are. And the illness and the sleep — that was me. Everything turned out to be an unbroken chain of self-hypnosis. And suddenly the spell breaks. And this is my whole life? And I was clinging to this?

Those who get zen are in no hurry. There’s nowhere to rush — life is a gift, and at the end — nothing. And every moment of it is as beautiful as any other. So when you do something, do it with all of yourself. Don’t resist. Enjoy it. What you do, what you want.

The mind is a tool for interfacing with the matrix, the “communal mind.” But we’ve all forgotten. There’s no community anymore either. Everyone sits in their box staring at a screen. From which the matrix collects new models of the world. Instead of using the mind for its purpose, we sit like radio operators listening to static.

I’m like a domestic car: Should’ve upgraded myself, But nobody told me about that. So foot on the gas, hands on the wheel… — Kaspiyskiy Gruz

The right path is to follow your impulses. Don’t resist yourself. Everything the mind drizzles — doubts, judgments, regrets — it’s all a lie. Every moment is beautiful. Everything you do is right. Simply because nobody knows all the consequences.

Everything you’re afraid of — won’t happen. Life will simply end. Everything is fine.